A glimpse into the mind of a Me, a Mother, and my trials and tribulations as we struggle with infertility as we try to add to our family...
Oh, dreams...
And so they start.... again. When I was pregnant with my daughter all I dreamed about was babies. Cute babies, ugly babies, kitten babies, babies with octopus legs, evil babies, angel babies... If you can think it and add "babies" onto the end then I probably dreamed it. Then when I started trying for our second 10 months ago I started having POAS (Pee On A Stick) dreams where I would get a positive on a test. Then I would wake up and be crushed. And it's starting again... Last night I had another POAS dream. Although in this one I peed on two sticks, and the first one (for some reason that is beyond me) got melted. But it wasn't burnt... just melted. And I could vaugely see a little pink plus sign in the mangled plastic. Now, why there was a pink plus sign I don't know, because I've never seen pink dye tests with plus signs around here anywhere. But I digress. So after seeing the mangled pink plus sign I immediately took another, and low and behold there was another positive! Rah Rah Rah! And the dream ended with me in a musical about a princess, but it wasn't really a musical it was real, and blardy blardy blardy... It wasn't really important. Even during the rest of the dream all I could focus on was "I'm Pregnant!" Aaaannnnnndddd then my alarm went off. *sigh* Well, it was good while it lasted. :)
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