My temp went up again this morning (8dpo) and around now it usually starts to drop a tiny bit with a more aggressive drop in the next couple days... The last couple times I've temped my heart has been in my throat thinking that my temp was going to have gone down... I'm just waiting for it to happen. If they stay up, though, I'll be testing in 2 days.
Also, this is the least erratic chart I've seen in the last few months since I started the clomid. I hope it's a good sign. I don't want to have to do the HSG and more fertility meds and god knows whatever other treatments they'll throw at me... Of course I will, and I'll do it with a smile on my face... But almost 20 months of longing for a baby is starting to take it's toll on my psychie. I know other people have and currently are going through longer fertility treatments than me, and my heart goes out to them big time. I don't know how much more disappointment I can take.
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