Hormones...

I think the lack of ovulation and/or a period is really starting to cause a build up of access hormones in my system.... I suppose it doesn't help that I'm completely and utterly stressed out. The last couple days have been filled with seemingly endless highs and lows... One minute I'm happy go lucky, then next I want to rip someone's face off, then I'll want to cry about it, and the next thing you know I'm laughing at myself for being so crazy. I know that your hormones go ape-shit in pregnancy, and most people would say that I should "get used to it" since I'm TTC... But damn. I've been through pregnancy, and these mood swings are MUCH worse than any I've experienced before. I'm not sure if I can handle much more... and I sure as hell don't know how Chaz is handling it.

I went looking for Mucinex or Guaifenesin Tablets yesterday to figure out how much they cost, but it turns out Mucinex isn't available in Canada and they places around here have tried, unsuccessfully, for the last little while to get Guaifenesin Tablets in. So, I'm stuck either buying online (Which I am SUPER reluctant to do, considering people could easily tamper with it) or going with the Robitussin... I have found a type (Extra Strength Congestion) that has Guaifenesin as the only active ingredient, but I'm still hesitant about it. I'm going to have to do a little more research into it I think. Here's hoping I can find something, for cheap, that will work.

1 week and 4 days, and counting, until my OB appointment...