Getting Discouraged...

I thought I may have ovulated, but my temps don't back it up. And I know I've been taking them right this cycle. Yesterday afternoon/last night I had some sharp pains and light cramps in or around my right ovary that felt like what people describe as ovulation pain, and I had a temp rise this morning but it was only by a couple tenths of a degree... not enough of an indicator of anything. I'm not sure if it just takes your body a couple days to register ovulation, or what... But I'm starting to worry that this might be another anovulatory cycle. I was so sure that my body would start working on it's own again after I got a visit from AF a week after starting the Metformin... I think I got my hopes up too high. And now that things don't seem to be working it's weighing heavy on my mind, and on my heart. I can't help but get frustrated... why me? Why so young? I stopped ovulating at age 16.... 3 freaking years after I started. That can't be normal. And ever since then I've needed some kind of intervention... Either Provera or birth control or some other hormone... stuff to keep it going. I come from a bigger family, and I loved it growing up. I want that for Kyliegh... and I'm scared I'm not going to be able to give it to her. And that breaks my heart.