A glimpse into the mind of a Me, a Mother, and my trials and tribulations as we struggle with infertility as we try to add to our family...
Infertility...
I never would have given myself that label... After all, I have a daughter. I have been pregnant, I have given birth, I am a Mommy... therefore I can not be infertile, right? Well, the more I think about it, the more convinced I become that my daughter was just simply a miracle. I mean... I stopped ovulating for a year straight when I was 16 years old. 3 years into "womanhood" and it just up and stopped working. And ever since then I've been having problems. The only thing that regulated me was birth control, and even though I was having a period every month I don't know if that means I was actually ovulating. I was even told, straight to my face by an Obstetrician, that there was a good chance I wouldn't be able to conceive. But somehow I did... And I have a wonderful, amazing, beautiful daughter out of it. My miracle. And now here I am, trying for number two and hoping against hope that the fertility treatments will work, that my body will fix itself, and that we can be blessed again...So, God, if you're listening... I could use another miracle.
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