Lately it seems like that's all TTC is for us... waiting, waiting, waiting. You have to wait a year before seeing your OB about infertility. Then you have to wait while you try this medication and that medication. Then you have to wait a few months to make sure they're working properly... Then you have to wait for more appointments. You have to wait for ovulation, then you have to wait to test, and if that fails then you have to wait for AF. Then you wait, wait, and wait some more... I'm so tired of waiting. But here I am yet again. After waiting (surprise surprise) two months to finally get in to see my OB I have been informed that I have to stop taking the Clomid and WAIT two months if I can't ovulate on my own, or I have to WAIT three months if I do. Then we'll reassess.
I can't WAIT to be pregnant. I know there is a lot of waiting involved in pregnancy, too, but at least you know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
A glimpse into the mind of a Me, a Mother, and my trials and tribulations as we struggle with infertility as we try to add to our family...
Cycle Day 1...
AF is here... I go back to see my OB on Wednesday. I'm nervous... I don't know where we go from here and that scares me. I'm so scared he's going to tell us there is nothing else he can do for us or something. I hope he'll let me stay on the Clomid, or maybe let me try something else... Maybe even injectables if it's an option. I just know we wont be able to afford any actual procedures any time soon... The nearest fertility clinic has absolutely no competition and they charge outrageous prices for even the most basic fertility procedures, and our MSI wont cover infertility... Which pisses me off because it covers everything else except cosmetic surgery... Well, infertility isn't cosmetic. It's medical. But that's a whole other rant.
I guess it's back to the waiting game.
I guess it's back to the waiting game.
Saturday.
Saturday is test day. I think, based on ovulation cramps and ECM, that I ovulated on either Christmas Eve or Christmas Day. So right now I'm about 11dpo... It's hard holdng out. Usually I've tested a couple times by now. lol. I hope we caught the egg this time. If we didn't I'm not too sure where we go from here. Hopefully my OB will let me stay on the Clomid... Only time will tell I guess.
Trying to take a more relaxed approach...
Just going with the flow this month. I'm not temping or tracking anything. Just going to BD every other day and hope for the best... lets see where this takes us.
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